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Autism

I find it very difficult to write this and yet I still want to push on because of the content feeling I get out of it. The thing is I have to understand what I am and what I'm not and I have to come to terms with these things. Perhaps I'm not really sure what exactly I am entirely but I have some ideas, given the title of this post I bet you can understand one aspect of who I am. I am autistic. And that may come as a surprise to some of you? But not necessarily to all of you. I think the reasons as to why I find it difficult to write about this are kinda obvious, there is obviously a huge stigma to being autistic. Being autistic is the epitome of cringe culture and is generally accepted that if you're autistic you must not be very good at socialising. You see this in the furry community all the time with the constant lampooning of gangles and socially inept individuals that are omnipresent in our fandom. For those that don't make fun of them there are those who simply...
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The past and the future

I wrote this stream of consciousness but I revealed too much and it was all over the place. I will reveal everything in good time, bare with me. But I flipped a heads and so I'm starting again, this time more structured. First I should mention this is deeply personal, it involves some content warning-worthy stuff related to sex and stuff so just be warned. Act I: I guess the best place to start is at the beginning, when my parents walked on me giving oral sex to another boy. The memory of this I don't think is mine because I remember it in the third person, but it definitely happened because again, other people saw it. I was told after the fact that I needed to stop doing that with this boy because otherwise I'd never be allowed to see him again. Now, before you start thinking my family is homophobic consider the important thing, I was 5. The boy was a little older than me (7) but not that much so, either way I guess it can be chalked up to kids playing doctor, this hap...
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Two Giants Making Love

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The Problem So I'm a fan of solving ridiculous physics problems, it's always been a hobby of mine. A friend of mine recently posed a rather lewd question. If two giants were making love on earth, how tall would they need to be to crack the earths surface open and sink into the mantle. Well. Let's get started! The Assumptions Whenever solving any physics problem we must start off by noting our assumptions. My assumptions are as follows: Height is proportional to volume so increasing height also increases width and breadth with the same proportion. The giants have unbreakable bones, infinitely strong muscles and are immortal. The crust is of constant density. (We'll use the average density given by  Wikipedia  of 2.83 g/cm 3 or 2830 kg/m 3 ) The earths shape is irrelevant for this question. The Solution So in order to answer this question we need to know two things. First how much energy is required to get through the crust of the earth to ...
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